I left a note on my doorstep saying:

'You wouldn't understand. I don't want to see you anymore.
I've had enough of whatever it is people have enough of.
I've wasted time and energy on someone who
is utterly useless for my dreams, goals and ambitions.
Please leave me alone.'

I don't know how to reply.

The door opened and I fled. I scratched my arm on a wall
and grazed my knee on the pavement. Shhh. Quiet now.
I'm waiting to hear myself cry.
The door closed. I can hear someone sobbing but it's not me.

Shh. Quiet now. I'm waiting to see who it is I've hurt.